Saturday, May 28, 2011

Don't stop the party!

If you want an awesome party with people jumping, clapping hands, raising arms to the sky and putting on the best smiles on their face ... you so gotta invite Black Eyed Peas as performers ... if you can afford. If not, I bet playing their CD and tunes would do too

Been jumping, head banging and literally "fake clubbing" (a term I discover when you pretend your own room is a club's dance floor) since morning spinning all of Black Eyed Peas tracks.

No wonder they are my most favourite group today. Hehe ...


ps - alarm please remind me that I have class in an hours time ok. :-p

Tuesday, May 24, 2011

Reasons for a better FUTURE!

This piece of article is so important :

I have extracted it from : Damian Murphy Denis Blog

Reading the latest happenings about our country is a pain for many of us. Seeing the kind of filth BN politicians churning day in and day out makes you think that Malaysia is in a state of anarchy.

Would anyone disagree? Politically, economically and socially our nation is sinking lower and it seems we are reaching the point of no return.

We were considered to be a model country at one time but today we are on the way to become the “Next Sick Man of Asia” or the next Somalia.

Can we re-claim our country from these corrupt and good for nothing BN politicians? I say we have too. And we need too.

And we need to do it this coming GE13. Personally, I have 7 good reasons to kick BN out of Putrajaya come GE13:-

1) When BN is voted out you vote out people like Ibrahim Ali, Dr M, Perkasa and the likes. When you vote these people out you too vote out extremism, racism and bigotry from our nation. This is something we need to do as the current regime under Najib has failed to reprimand these racist politicians. In fact, Najib and his crony has been giving tacit support and approval by giving some of the most ridiculous statements in our nations history. Let us remember that “Perkasa adalah Perkakas UMNO” (Perkasa is UMNO's tool).

2) When you vote BN out you vote against corruption. This is a curse our nation has to endure since money politics has become so entrenched in our system. Every contract and business awarded has to be accompanied by a certain cut or percentage for those who walk in the corridors of power. Heard of the 10% men and his allegedly Maika shares? Of course, you have the BMF scandal, Perwaja and the latest PKFZ issue which is the hottest topic today but the current BN government seems to be dragging its feet to take those responsible to court. Why??? We can never expect BN to provide us with good governance as this is such an alien word to this bunch of crooks.

3) When you vote BN out you vote for all that stands for freedom and justice. What justice can a man on the street find for himself whenever his NCR land is taken over by BN cronies? What good is freedom if tomorrow he gets up to find his son has been gun down by the police in the wee hours of the morning? We not only need a dedicated and corrupt free cops/courts but also cops/courts who are able to perform their duty without fear or favor!

4) Vote BN out and you vote out an education system that supports mediocrity and second or third best. Look at our education system which is tainted with racism in the form of Biro Tata Negara (BTN) & quota system for university entry etc. If you look at our schools these days we will not fail to see how the standard has dropped from, let’s say 15-20 years ago to today. Our teachers are not equipped to teach English well and this is causing our future graduates to suffer in the employment market. Yet, BN leaders especially the Education Minister has been giving us excuses after excuses till today and the young ones are the most affected. So, why keep these incompetent BN ministers in power? Get rid of them to redeem our education system NOW!

5) When you vote BN out you vote against the likes of Utusan, The Star, TV3 and many other mainstream media which has been controlled, manipulated and shackled by the powers that be. These newspapers especially Utusan has been spewing lies after lies and are still doing so as their political masters are the ones dictating to them what should be the menu of the week. Responsible journalism is such a foreign word to this big time corporate liars. Their recent report on the Christian state and PM is a case in point! They must be stop at all cost and we are the ones who will do it by bringing down BN in the next GE13.

6) Under BN rule Malaysia is facing a serious brain drain in the last few years. The major factors are the lethargic country's economy, educational opportunities, lack of religious freedom, social inequality and BN's affirmative policy in the form of NEP. These factors has made many young Malaysians fed-up with the current state of affairs and this has brought about the a wave of brain drain which is already affecting our economy today. The best brains in our country feels they are not being appreciated and welcomed as most of them are not of the Bumiputera group. Between 2008 & 2009 a total of 300,000 Malaysians has emigrated overseas just after the 2008 tsunami election. We need to put a stop to this brain drain and the starting point is to get rid of BN and vote in a government which is more inclusive and fair in its administration.

7) When we vote BN out, we vote for a better livelihood for all. And I mean for all and not just for the selected few cronies or the elites. Since the Asian Financial Crisis and Anwar's sacking in the late 1990's our ecomony has never really prospered well. The BN government is planning for another round of petrol price hike come this June 2011. And Najib has the gall to say that subsidy has become an opium to the masses. Little did he realise that corruption and money politics in his own party UMNO is the real opium and the root of all evil!

And the list goes on. I'm very sure sure you have your own reason/s not to vote BN this time around. Do add in and see how long the list goes.

I'm convinced that for our country to move forward we need to put BN in its right place which is OUT of Putrajaya. As of now, I can only imagine Pakatan Rakyat as the only viable party to take over this government.

I have made my decision. How about you?

Sunday, May 22, 2011

Will he?

Tears has dried
Clockwork ticked so fast, so swiftly
Seasons ended
Rains are coming

Longing, catched
Right or wrong
Discovery it seems
Like religion, doubtful but comforting

Still waters
No more sulking?
Unsure of future, vows are made
Promises kept, for now we say

Sat, the wind passed
As high as we travel
Fall in pain
For certain

Yet hope for better
The root thrives
Of want and uncertain
Will he bring happiness?


Wish there was a mute in mind
Will he voice and be heard?
Still as it seen
I want the right path travelled

Saturday, May 21, 2011

Pirates Caribbean ... hmmm

This is a bit delayed. I watched Pirates a few days back. Yeap, it was the premier and being a fan of none other than the Captain Jack Sparrow ... I have to say that the movie was not as entertaining as the first three. The great thing or rather what I enjoyed about the movie, At Strangers Tides is probably the mermaid (yeap! naked nasty creatures) and also the Revenge Ship that Blackbeard stirs.

That said, I do like Penelope Cruz but in the movie, I find her character shallow, irritating and under-develop. So, basically she's out of the factor I ended up at the cinema. The story line was fairly poor and I have to say, the movie seems pushy. Pushy in the sense that it is a movie to capitalise on money rather than it is for entertainment. Sad but true!

So will I encourage people to watch the movie? If you are the Pirate franchise fan, then go watch it to relive the funny escapee of Jack. But I would skip it, and probably head to watch Priest, or Something Borrowed.

Thursday, May 19, 2011

Blogging w Riri

Revealing my latest addition of lovebies, slashing one of the wishlist items!!! After saving for a mile, here is a pic of me and riri.

I wonder if riri likes dressing up? LOL

I am sick ... I know it! HAHAHA

Monday, May 16, 2011

Blogging on a Monday in May

It is a beautiful day today! Don't know why but at work, I seem to have higher focus in generating new ideas quickly. Also, time seem to be on my side today. It pass quite slow allowing me and my team to diligently quickly resolve all matters on hand

That said, having the luxury to chat on whatsapp occasionally is also quite fun. Kinda add positive vibe to the mood. I just can't wait for movies this upcoming Wed before my schedule is jammed packed for MBA again. Yeap, it is resuming this weekend and hopefully time will fly pass for the next 4 months!

I really want to get my Masters and move on to my next milestone to achieve in life. Some of the lined up are ; learning another language, being able to spend my weekend doing charity, painting, cooking and definitely picking up a sports that has more involvement than just lifting weights, repeating sets and getting all worked up because others are more good looking

That said, lets see how things go.

Hmm ... a storm is gonna hit us again. Urgh, I cannot possibly imagine the traffic jam that will resume. Better rush off to gym. Caoz


Courtship. An art of engagement one who fails, ends up alone and quietly pleased. It is really all about taking chances and letting your guard down

If you are seeking a change in life, then it comes with bit of risk and being uncomfortable outside the box. It's a logical term. No argument about it.

Many of us are complaining and seem to live in the second wanted life because of a term, we can't always get what you want. Of course life is filled with changes. Inevitable I must say. But when it comes, where you have to make the decision in life to fit in and change, are you the type that is willing to take chances?

If not, no body will blame you. It is because you are comfortable with your current situation and seek someone to fit in rather than you yourself adapting. The weights are definitely on the other party and too heavy breaks the connectivity, too light seem playful and not serious. Either way, its a ball game that truthfully lies at the other party. Often in this scenario, things get uncontrollable and often ends in blunt sorrow.

If yes, then the ball game is at your court. You now have the rights, power and determination to will the way things turn out. Calculated risk on returns, worthy the time or not? The downfall of this is often over demand and unwilling to change. Come on, its not all about you and you. An engagement of any sort involves two party. So learn to budge at certain intervals and nudge when necessary.

So the next time an opportunity knocks, you can either answer it prepared or just let it run it course and risk success or failure. Just remember that it takes two hands to clap. It doesn't matter how, the sounds need to be heard

Sunday, May 15, 2011

Rihanna - Callifornia King Bed

One of Rihanna's best vocal performance, and superbly awesome sad song. Am so connected to this song

Chest to chest
Nose to nose
Palm to palm
We were always just that close
Wrist to wrist
Toe to toe
Lips that felt just like the inside of a rose
So how come when I reach out my finger
It feels like more than distance between us

In this California king bed
We're ten thousand miles apart
I bet california wishing on these stars
For your heart for me
My Californa king

Eye to eye
Cheek to cheek
Side by side
You were sleeping next to me
---oohhh next to me
Arm in arm
Dusk to dawn
With the curtains drawn
And a little last night on these sheets
So how come when I reach out my fingers
It seems like more than distance between us

In this California king bed
We're ten thousand miles apart
I bet California wishing on the stars
For your heart for me
My Californa King

Just when I felt like giving up on us
You turned around and gave me one last touch
That made everything feel better
And even then my eyes got wetter
So confused, when I asked you if you love me
But I don't wanna seem so weak
Maybe I've been California dreaming

In this california king bed
We're ten thousand miles apart
I bet California wishing on these stars
For your heart for me
My Californa King
My California King

In this california king bed
We're ten thousand miles apart
I bet california wishing on these stars
For your heart for me
My California King

Monday, May 9, 2011

CH - Thank you

Things could not have gotten worst. Last 2 weeks, I contracted an allergy itch from post viral infection that has rashes popping out from my skin. Not to mentioned the amount of pimples that has since then scar my facial complexion. Then, the allergy subsided and the skin condition was in repair mode, shedding its skin like no body business. Amount of treatment and lotion I used to prevent the the stinging peeling sensation was none other than irritating.

Just two days ago, while working out in gym - I accidentally pulled some muscles at the back of my neck which resulted in a bad sleep and now the diagnoses of a possible inflame eye due to strains that is connected to the neck.

Despite the never ending bad luck with little sickness threatening my health, I am swamped with projects at work suddenly and with the concurrent crisis management on-going, things are already at its' worse and surely at the wrong timing. Then the dread of going back to MBA classes after a short break just literally blew me off. I am sick ... both physically and mentally

So life sucks for me at the moment

As I sit here with my right eye covered and only using my left eye to interpret the accuracy of my typing, I am so happy that monday was well spent. It was filled with encouragement and to my surprise, friends can sometime shock you with the details they know about you. It could have been a wild guess, but it was good enough for me to lift my chin and face the days ahead.

"You are so strong outside but I know deep down that you are someone who wants a pillar and shoulder to lean on. You are stubborn but you can be persuaded with just small efforts and will from another. Simple to fulfill boy but yet challenging to please"

Great words from the wise CH. Is like he is yin-yang king! He balance every claim so accurately and delicately comfort the truth in a person. I almost cried when the words were uttered but yet he assures me that people should just love the way I am because I am worthy of it. As he held my neck and said softly, you really need to see the doctor - I gave in after hours of procrastination and delay. I gave in because I wanted to listen to him and because he earned every bit of respect from me. He made the effort to be there, notice my depression and wanted to turn me around to prepare for my business trip and upcoming challenges. Now I cried.

I cannot help but feel lucky, honored and loved. The amount of attention put to understand, accept and then sacrificed for a person is nothing but pure bliss. Every single word, crafted was accompanied by action, sincere from the heart and then coated with a tinge of sweetness. I often wonder, how do certain people possess such beautiful skills. Rare it may seems, I felt something that I shouldn't have felt. He doesn't have to do it, but he simply did because he said he just love to care for a person the way the person likes it. I was already tearing inside.

I was vulnerable but yet my stronghold held. He broke the walls, allow himself inside and mend every single piece with caution, dignity and empathy. The Lion was jaded, sleepwalking and swept of his feet. Awed I must say.

He has offered inspiring feedback that has a priceless clarity and with such obvious charms and ability to lead, direct and carefully guide the flow of ideas - he is breathtaking. Daring and direct, he exudes a sense of security and blanket ones from danger of ego, risk of hurt and always patience balancing the right and wrong. The one thing that I admire about him is that he lets his guard down, by just being plainly himself and always remembering that I am also part of his momentarily life presently. There were no ego, no pride and no qualms about it. It was just a simple person who constantly reminds you how much you meant to the world, friends and loved ones around.

He was not only saying things to make a person feel good, but literally help the person recuprate back into reality with both logic and emotions. A great combination and definitely something hard to pick up but it is surely something I want to learn, keep and harvest

I must say this is one hell of a person! I not only respect people who behave like this, but truly capable of falling in love just by the single click he sends. It is fortunate that he is taken because he is able to shed his strength onto the next generation and prove to be a great head of the family.

Thus, I've learned many new things today. For one, I cannot distant myself anymore from people like this just because I envy what they have and own, a to die for relationship. I cannot punish myself to settle with second best. Two, is hope and the desire to love again, and be loved equally back the way it should be ... the way it makes me feels whole and true

I hope with all the trouble I put him through today, he will still find me as a true friend.

Friday, May 6, 2011

Lady Gaga Judas MV

I don't know why, but I really like the new Lady GaGa video - Judas. I think she did tone down a lil ... although I don't think many would agree

The dance move and beat is simply contagious but it rings while it is still fresh. Whether it will echo like Bad Romance, only time would tell...

Go watch the ever shocking and astounding video here : Lady Gaga - Judas MV

Wednesday, May 4, 2011

It's just me

If you do no listen to Sarah McLachlan, I cannot possibly date you. I am so sorry. Her song fills my soul and I need someone to hold me in bed, listening to her songs while raindrops pour through the cloudy nights.

Tuesday, May 3, 2011

Bye bye EP my buffalo

I sped down the tracks of LDP highway just a few minutes ago and wonder how many times have I actually felt melancholy over emotional stuff. Quite a number of times I must say. It was the last quarter of 2007, my first breakup driving down the lanes in tears almost knocking into a trailer. Then it was when KY had to leave for Spore and how a close friend was about to leave me, naturally would distant himself through time inevitable causing me to feel more sad. It was also the road where two of my girlfriend spent their time sharing stories which reveals secrets that I am still shocked till today. It was also the road where I refuse to attend WC farewell because it was too soon for another friend to leave. I was just getting to know him, and he was just getting close to me.

There were also frequency of flashback on how I joke about life, ramble about work, had the best company and thumb rub through the road mostly traveling back from 1U or Curve. The highway also cast dark shadows on two occasion excluding the 2007 incident which is the near rampage from a bike and another road bully who was racing and tempted me to just ride myself to hell with him. Those incident has always made me think about death and how life would be then so cruel.

LDP never fails I tell you ...

This time around, it was my friend EP. After a farewell party held for him, I am so fearful of being close and intimately sharing emotional stories with someone. Although we were never superbly close but close enough to shed tears because he had been a great friend in my life. He had been a great co-worker, shoulder to cry on and a big lover. I remember him as my first friend from 二哥 gang who held my crying chin up and told me it was ok back in 2007.

He was one of the few that had saw me cry everyday back then and I will always remember the words he had said to me "it is ok to cry, it shows how much you will love him but you need to let it go because it will only hurt you forever"

I listen to his voice but never really did what he said... After 2 years and finally separated, I drove down LDP with a eyeful of water thinking how come a stranger then would have love me so unconditionally. Things he knew that I didn't? Ever since then, he became my laughing pillar, a company with great care and I always find him strong, cute and a mouthful when he wishes to be. As quiet as he can be, he was a guy with plentiful soul and love inside him. Under that pessimistic skin of him lies a great guy whose strong will had brought him where he is today. Respectable by friends from all ages, race and gender.

As we chated about relationship, his career and future prospect, I learned that he had his wings spread and soar higher than any of us. A bold move. A well respected move. So, 30 close friends gathered, some cried, some laughed but all in the same mood of sending him off with a heavy heart. We do miss him already.

Miss him being the guy always entertaining our jokes, tears, rambles. Miss him being the guy who always question silly stuff, answer smartly, shoots you back in the face. Miss him being the guy who finishes our food, the buffet table food, the guest food. Miss him being the guy who always refuse a hug, but returned a great one when you needed it the most. Miss him being the guy who is always reliable, accountable and never refusing a shoulder to cry on. Miss him being the logical one always balancing the drama around us. Miss him the most in always believing our friendship where we go as wild as we can, and always still come off with great laughs. Such beautiful memory

I guess life is like that. God takes the best away from you so you will learn to be stronger for your ownself. EP, it is now your time to shine and you will always be the flying buffalo I will cherish, love and care in my life. Thank you so much for your evergreen and powerful friendship. You never know how much impact you had cause me ...

Really, thank you so much

Sunday, May 1, 2011

劉力揚 - 禮物

I would like to dedicate this song to the person who had sweep me off my feet, let me weep in the deep and had shape me so much into the person today

礼物 Li Wu

zhong yu ke yi zai jin tian hua shang ju dian
一整夜 翻阅过去画面
yi zheng ye fan yue guo qu hua mian
kuai xiang bu qi wo men wei he hui jue bie
zhi kan dao na shuang ni song de xie

zou yi bu you yi bu
wo cai fa xian rao le ge quan
zou le hao ji nian
you hui dao yuan dian

你送的礼物 会不会太特别
ni song de li wu hui bu hui tai te bie
毫不避讳 那不安的传言
hao bu bi wei na bu an de chuan yan
但渐行渐远 习惯到没感觉
dan jian xing jian yuan xi guan dao mei gan jue
nan dao ni zao xiang yao wo zou yuan

你送的礼物 在此刻好体贴
ni song de li wu zai ci ke hao ti tie
陪我回忆 把过往走一遍
pei wo hui yi ba guo wang zou yi bian
穿了这些年 难免会有污点
chuan le zhe xie nian nan mian hui you wu dian
就像每段爱 总会有终点
jiu xiang mei duan ai zhong hui you zhong dian

世上最残酷的 恐怕是时间
shi shang zui can ku de kong pa shi shi jian
困住人 一切却还向前
kun zhu ren yi qie que hai xiang qian
干涸的眼 再挤不出一点咸
kan ku de yan zai ji bu chu yi dian xian
ai dao ru ci ke bei de jing jie

zou yi bu you yi bu
que gen bu shang de ni jiao bu
ni man yi le
wei shen me wo que zhi xiang yao ku

你送的礼物 会不会太特别
ni song de li wu hui bu hui tai te bie
毫不避讳 那不安的传言
hao bu bi wei na bu an de chuan yan
但渐行渐远 习惯到没感觉
dan jian xing jian yuan xi guan dao mei gan jue
nan dao ni zao xiang yao wo zou yuan

你送的礼物 在此刻好体贴
ni song de li wu zai ci ke hao ti tie
陪我回忆 把过往走一遍
pei wo hui yi ba guo wang zou yi bian
穿了这些年 难免会有污点
chuan le zhe xie nian nan mian hui you wu dian
就像每段爱 总会有终点
jiu xiang mei duan ai zhong hui you zhong dian

ni shuo zuo zi ji ba
wo men dou zuo hui zi ji
bu yao zai wei ai shou wei qu

你送的礼物 原来是一场劫
ni song de li wu yuan lai shi yi chang jie
终于分别 夙命一样准确
zhong yu fen bie suo ming yi yang zun que
可笑到想要 你赔给我时间
ke xiao dao xiang yao ni pei gei wo shi jian
ai qing you shi lian jia de ke lian

guang zhe jiao wo yi lu ben pao
xian xie lei shui yi lu kuang biao
shou qi wo de jiao ao
cheng ren ceng jing bei shou jian ao
xie shang na ji hao
zhi you ni ming liao
guo le zhe yi ye
wo jiu quan wang diao