Katy Perry - Part Of Me

Days like this I want to drive away.

Pack my bags and watch your shadow fade

Cus you chewed me up and spit me out,

like I was poison in your mouth.

You took my light, you drained me down,

but that was then and this is now.

Now look at me.

[Chorus]

This is the part of me

that you're never gonna ever

take away from me, no [x2]

Throw your sticks and your stones,

Throw your bombs and your blows,

But you're not gonna break my soul.

This is the part of me

that you're never gonna ever

take away from me, no.

I just wanna throw my phone away.

Find out who is really there for me.

Cause you ripped me off, your love was cheap,

It's always tearing at the seams,

I fell deep and you let me drown,

but that was then and this is now.

Now look at me.

[Chorus]

This is the part of me

that you're never gonna ever

take away from me, no [x2]

Throw your sticks and your stones,

Throw your bombs and your blows,

But you're not gonna break my soul.

This is the part of me

that you're never gonna ever

take away from me, no.

now look at me, I'm sparkling.

A firework, a dancing flame.

You won't ever put me out again.

I'm glowing ohohoh.

You can keep the diamond ring

It don't mean nothing anyway.

In fact you can keep everything, yeah, yeah

Except for me

[Chorus]

This is the part of me

that you're never gonna ever

take away from me, no [x2]

Throw your sticks and your stones,

Throw your bombs and your blows,

But you're not gonna break my soul.

This is the part of me

that you're never gonna ever

take away from me, no. (x3)

Throw your sticks and your stones,

Throw your bombs and your blows,

But you're not gonna break my soul.

This is the part of me

that you're never gonna ever

take away from me, no

Quick Update

It is a wonder why people write a lot about negativity in life. I am directing this sentence to myself. I realize my blog had been my psychiatric ward for the pessimistic. Haha. But of course, rest assured - I am not always like that. So to clarify things, I would like to state that ... mainly, and at most time ... I am a fun=filled comical clown to hang out with. I crack jokes, make spontaneous remarks and occasionally causes rolling eyes among friends.

Too much marketing on myself

So today is monday and just a quick update of what happened in the recent past weeks. Ya, I know I took like a long break from my blog. So for just quick recap:

1. I painted my new home in JB. Although the color scheme is lighter than what I anticipated, at least the feeling and color tone is about there. You can't complain much about that. Had my parents to thank for ... being so supportive over the school holidays (yah yah, that's how long it was ago!)
2. Yes, I made a few client pist-off. I am not going to apologize and the first was because I felt that it is polite and courteous to do so. It was a business decision, and I had management to pleased too. So, suck it up and move on. I did, and to be on the logical side - consider this a challenge and it is not an integrity issue ... It is known as opportunity cost.
3. Almost had a car accident. Now my parents and sisters will be calling. But I had someone in mind who just happened to flash by before I manage to swirl out from the side curb and escape a bloody tree. The chilling down the spine subsided, but having the image flash by was just like having him flash by. A close friend who had always come and go in life. I do miss hanging out like we used to. Listening to Sarah, dining casually and hitting the sack while overlooking KLCC view. That said, a consolation price; felt like I was in Die Hard movie.
4. Confirmed tickets for my Australia trip. Yeap, this year it will be the year I am returning to the city where I should not have bloody left in the first place. Not at least for that main "now-seem-dumb-but-no-regrets" reason. This time around, I am going with the entire family. It is part of a family vacation and also to celebrate (fine, the right word is commemorate) my graduation! Finally obtaining my MBA :-)
5. Exercising more vigorously lately. Am going to bulk up a little to look more fit. Afterall, those of you readers that have met me in real life will know how thin I am. So, here comes a two month gym routine that I swore to bulk up in hope that the weighing machine will add 2 kg of mass. Thats not a huge difference, but I have high metabolic rate. So, its a realistic goal
6. Japanese! Hehe ... Although I am learning bit and pieces of it through this small tiny travel guide book and also popping up google search, I am getting a hang of a few basic conversational expressions. I may want to enroll in a Jap class but unfortunately in JB - it is a very very rare sight. To be honest, there are HUGE BUSINESS OPPORTUNITIES in JB. But of course, people are skeptical. Wonder if I can find investors :-P

Times up. Thanks for reading. Back to work!

How time flies

Haven't blog for a long time. I don't know why I am writing at this condition when I should be clearing my nose and sleep through the night. My back aches

But weeks passes by so quickly that I sometimes forgot some importance to kick back and relax. I had aged. Being in a MNC is not easy. Although the job has such a rewarding experience, and so far my journey had been nothing more but blessing with both obstacles for overcome learning and achievement for personal networking

I had no regrets except the occasional misses friends and all.

So after popping the drowsy medicine and my attempt to update whatever that is left of my non reading blog, I asked myself where I am heading to today? I don't know I answered

Huh sigh

Hug sigh

I guess it's just travel back to KL this weekend and spend two days for work. By the time I wanna write something, it will be next week. Sigh

How time flies

It came crashing

It felts like a dream, come true. It was pleasant, it felt different and there was hope. Starting to feel luck was on the way. Then it came crashing. Should have left it as it is. Should have not expect. Should have just been an arse.

Well those are the preliminary feeling one bestowed onto hope that was never really genuine or sincere to begin with. Credit where it is due, probably the right term was, never really real. So it was a lie and a dream or what I like to put it, counting the chicks before they hatch...

Mislead? Or Misinterpreted?

And it wonders. Right now, it's crashed burnt and like they said, died a second time. Really did. It was suicidal. And yet there were magnetism towards such genocide of feelings, sacrifices and what else, hurt.

Hmmm don't know why I type something to wrong and random. I feel your pain ... I really do

6th Sense - The Eye

What your eye sees,
Are not what your heart seek

The beauty that you read,
Are not the facts that confront

The sight of pain
It can be the pleasureable

A glimpse through the past
Nostalgic view

A premonition through the future
Seeing in advance

The perspective one takes
May be the complete opposing for another

Beholder shall watch
Someone else is peeping

When you see with your heart
You are blinded by sight

Spectating the noise
Quiet observation

Staring into spaces
Focusing into realms

Visual Perception
A physilogical kaleidoscop?

One may see
One may sight
But one is sight
When one sees