Why is the weather so hot? Why aren't the clouds and tress doing their job? Then why all the sudden heavy rain before night? Why? WHY? WHY!!!!
I hate the Malaysia weather. I hate how hot it gets and how it steams up the car. I hate everything about the sun, how it glows and strike its piercing ray onto our skin, burning it, making it sweat and sticky. I hate how some people still maintain cool and look good under the soon while I drenched in my own sweat ...
I hate getting stuck in a traffic crawl, I definitely hate stupid drivers and selfish ones too. I hate that sometimes I get irritated by them and hate myself for sometimes being like them.
I also hate how my company is always paying our salary late. Yeah yea, I should be thankful that they are still paying but I hate how I react everytime the pay roll delayed. I hate when my KPIs at work that are always pending and I also hate the fact that I am consuming carbs during lunch period and hate that if i don't i will grow hungry before clocking out. I also hate the lady who comes order drink today ... I hate her look, her attitude and hate the way she return change when I pay for my drink
I hate the kids running around roads. I hate the education system who failed to teach them the awareness and danger of running around roads, and highway. I hate that their parents failed miserably to instill that in their mind. I also hate the fact that I have to emergency break when some of them think it is a football field around roads... I hate the law who forbids running down pedestrians... I also hate that I am so logical and conscious on moral at times
I hate my tummy jutting out like a lil hill. I hate my small arms and with those reasons, I headed to gym today. I hate strangers who cruise me with that "cheap" smile and stare. I hate when people tend to lift heavier weights and have the same body size that I do. I hate the reflection shown from the gym mirrors. I hate gym buddies who aren't really buddies. I hate that no matter how much I exercise, people still say I look thin. I hate the fact that I really look ugly when I pay handsomely for PT and gym membership
I hate it when certain guys get great hair do and I don't and I hate it when mine just wouldn't look good. I hate my unclean, uneven and messy stubble. I hate it when my legs failed me in gym. I hate the god damn management team who refuses to act on my PT leftovers. I hate it when I am so calculative over small matters
I hate my car... I hate it so much but I still cleaned and polished it before the day ends. I also do no know why I hate so much today ... Time to unwind
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